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Wednesday, 14 August 2013

Halfway Through!!

So I have some news.

Today was the 4 week mark since the day we began this process.

That meant that today was weigh-in day.

My response to this? YIKES.

I've had some ups and downs over this process, as you all know. So of course when the head trainer asked me if I was weighing in today I was more than a little fearful.

What if I hadn't lost anything? What if I weighed more? I messed up, I cheated. I have not been perfect.

But, even if I have messed up in this process I am still doing better now than I was 4 weeks ago because (cue motto):

Doing something is better than doing nothing.

So after some full body resistance (lots of arms and core with resistance bands), cardio through suicides (did like 50) and KILLER ABS I closed my eyes and hopped on the scale.

"Good Job buddy! That's 6 lbs!"

I open my eyes and look down at the scale. It says 208.

Okay, maybe to you 208 is still a lot. Trust me, it's still a lot to me. But it's better than 4 weeks ago and Jesus, what else is progress? I can't be sad I didn't hit 160 already, that is STUPID.

So, 6 lbs down and happier than ever am I today!

AND not only that but I'm also 2 inches down pretty much all around! It's crazy you know. I haven't seen much of a change in me but apparently I just don't notice. This has only inspired me to go bigger and harder. Hopefully next weigh-in I can double my progress and get myself under 200. :)

I also suppose this calls for an updated picture so here goes:

Today:


And just to avoid being tedious click here to see my day 1.

Tata for now chickadees! We can do this! 

B

Tuesday, 13 August 2013

The Ups and Downs of this Process...

So yesterday as you saw I posted a pretty sad blog about feeling down about this process. I was feeling realllly discouraged, but after a nice dinner chat with some ladies from the gym yesterday I decided thought I might feel discouraged I will NEVER feel defeated!

Here's how my night went...

So I mean, after a workout that consisted of TRX, ladder agility and box jumps, I was feeling pretty okay. That is until two of our good friends from Bootcamp asked my roommate and I if we wanted to do dinner at a local Italian Restaurant.

 My immediate thought was, "NO! Why? How can you tempt me like this? We're all doing this challenge together, it's Monday, I was trying to start this week out well, I took meat out to make when I got home, ugh!"

 So at first I said no. I reminded my roommate that dinner was waiting for us at home. But then she told me she wanted to go with them. "We're just going to order salads!"

Now, don't get me started on how I feel about going out for dinner and ordering a salad.

Well fine, I'm already started.

Ahem:

"Can I take your order?"

"Yes please! I'll have the Greek Salad!"


"Would you like to add chicken to your salad for 2.99?"

"Sounds great!"

10 Minutes Pass....

"Here you go!"

You receive salad which consists of a handful of mixed lettuce from a bag, half a tomato, quarter of a cucumber, a few slices of red onion, a tablespoon of olives, and maybeee some feta cheese, topped with that chicken breast you had to pay extra for. The salad is nothing more than mediocre, and it costs you a whopping $15 after tax!

"What? Huh? For this?"

"Well dear, you added chicken!"

Take that $15, go buy yourself fresh lettuce, 2 tomatoes, a whole cucumber, a bag FULL of onions, a jar of olives and some feta cheese, and chicken on sale- I promise you won't have to add much more than $5 to that bill and you'll have salads for over a week! And not only that, but they'll be fresher, tastier and better for you.

Back to the point.

So I hate going out for dinner for a salad, especially at an Italian place that I knowww serves ALL YOU CAN EAT pasta and pizza on Monday nights (*slow tear*).

But, when we got home the meat was still frozen. I figured since my roommate wasn't going to eat with me anyway, I went.

And although my salad looked like this:


the sauce on my gluten free pasta tasted like Chef Boyardee, and my bill totalled $18 for what was supposed to be a 10.99 special ("but you added gluten free pasta!") I was hella glad I went with them.

But Brittany, why the change of heart?

Here's why:

Although I had entirely too many nights out last week, it is important to have them in moderation. And not only do you need these nights out, you need them with people who are on the same page and support you!

I had a bad week last week. I went out for lunch and dinner too many times, and didn't follow the diet or exercise plan to a T. I wanted this week to be better. And I thought going out for dinner with these ladies would hinder that desire. But truly, and surprisingly, it it helped.

We talked diet and exercise tips, we encouraged each other's order choices, and we all felt excited to be hanging out together, talking food restrictions with people who get it!

 This challenge has been HARD, but what's harder is explaining it to other people.

"But like, you can't have bread? That sucks."

"Whoa, I'd die without chocolate."

"I love cheese! Sucks!"

"But like, pitas aren't bad for you...!"

The list goes on. And it's not like these people are wrong, or that they mean tobe unsupportive. In fact they probably do think they are being supportive through empathizing and acknowledging the challenge of the challenge. But what helps the most is encouragement and acceptance. 

That's why I needed last night's dinner.

The thing that encouraged me the most from last night was when one of the ladies said to me, "so, you had a bad week. so what? How many weeks do you have in your life? Did you expect them all to be good? No way! But you can't go, 'well, I had a bad week, I guess this is done'. Nope! Not happening! Just make this week a good one and KEEP GOING!" 

So here I am, keeping at it.

Love you ladies, see you to kick some cardio butt tonight!







Monday, 12 August 2013

I'm Sorry...

Okay friends. So last week wasn't so good.

I only got to the gym once, that was Wednesday. I also didn't follow the diet entirely.

It was a long, busy week.  But that's NO EXCUSE.

I don't want to let you guys down. Or myself. I've worked really hard.

This week is weigh-in. I don't really know how it's going to turn out.

I sure hope I didn't backtrack on my progress.

This is a down day.

Wednesday, 7 August 2013

What a Day!

So tonight's workout was definitely a toughie, especially since my legs are definitely feeling the impact of my weak ankles. But I stayed and I did it and for that I am proud!

It was another "Crazy Cardio!" Day and boy was it nuts! 

Warm Up was a short run down and then up a nearby hill. Not too bad. 

The Cycle was a series of cardio exercises timed at one minute each: 

1. Jumping sideways (line of pylons to jump over repeatedly)
2. Jumping Forward (steppers in place o jump on and off of with both feet)
3. Heavy Ropes (attached together, lift and swing) 
4. Ladder Run ( run with high knees quickly though the holes landing both feet in each hole)
5. Backward Shuffle ( run toward pylons front and backwards depending on position and shuffling to start over) 

So this cycle was repeated 3 times for a minute on each exercise. The hardest ones for me were the jumping exercises because of my legs. I chose to modify my workout and do jumping jacks for the first one and jump with one leg at a time on the second. 

You might be wondering "huh, modified?! Isn't that embarrassing?!"  Well let me tell you, NO! What's embarrassing is NOT going and not working on my goals. What's embarrassing is being judged solely as a person because of your weight. None of it is right and all of it is embarassing, and the only way to stick with it is to allow yourself to rest pained areas and modified workouts or not, I was doing something! Remember my motto? 

As for my diet for the day (since I have not been following the Meal Plan to a T lately) I had:

Breakfast:
  •  2 boiled eggs
  • 1/2 slice of sprouted wheat toast with almond butter

Snack:
  •  1 apple

Lunch:
  • Mixed greens with chicken (size of fist) and tspn of homemade balsamic vinagarette
 Snack:
  • Celery (5 stalks) with almond butter and raisins (10 raisins per stock)

Dinner:
  • Rice pasta (1 cup)
  • Chicken (size of fist) baked in a pan with carrots, peppers and boiled broccoli
  • Goat cheese crumble
  •  1/4 cup of tomato sauce (no sugar added)

That's it that's all! 
 

Remember this...


The question is, what will make you happier: that chocolate bar, albeit delicious, or the body you've always wanted?

Workout Recap!

I realized in my post last night I said nothing at all about the workout part of the challenge! So here goes:

I attend a gym called U Can Be Fit (<< click that to view the Facebook Page). My roommate has been attending the Boot Camp for over a year now, but I just joined her for this 8 week challenge. I have three sessions per week that I can attend, and each session is an hour long. Every day there is a different muscle group being worked, and each day has different means for working those muscle groups. If you are new to the workout thing you may or may not know that it is very important to work different muscle groups on different days. A big mistake is going to the gym and doing the same workout every day, or focussing too much on one muscle group.

On the schedule at U Can Be Fit, usually it goes arms, legs, core, shoulders, back all worked by tabatas, ladders, trx, steppers, dung bells and kettle bells.

But Really, I Shouldn't Work the Same Muscles too Often? How Come? I hate my legs!

1. No rest days, giving your muscles no chance to rebuild in between and gain strength for more intensive training.
2. Muscle Memory: if you do the same thing every day your muscles remember, it becomes easy and then you are no longer benefiting from the hard work you're putting in!
3. You may get stuck in a slump and plateau sooner because you haven't changed it up!

For someone who has identified core and legs as my main problem areas, it can be a struggle forcing myself to go to an arms session. But, I know that I should still go, because a) I worked my legs out HARD the day before and b) Sure, if I skip arms day I am still giving my legs a rest, but cardio is good for you everyday and contributes to healthy weight loss.

My motto is, better to do something than nothing!

In Week 1 I was exposed to the absolute importance of rest days and STRETCHES. I started the challenge on Wednesday July 17th, and that happened to be "Legs, Core and Guns!" day at Boot Camp. The regime might sound simple to you, but when it was over, I vowed to never return. This is what it was:

Pyramids (cycling specific motions a few times, raising the amount of time for each cycle. Ie: these 3 workouts for 15 seconds each, rest, repeat for 30 seconds each, rest, repeat for 45 seconds each, rest, repeat for 60 seconds each, new cycle).

In my opinion, reverse pyramids are SO MUCH EASIER because you start with the lengthier cycles, and as your body gets tired you do the cycles for less and less time making the finish line easier to see!

We began with legs:

1. Squats (holding 8 lb kettles)
2. Sissy squats - same as a squat just with your legs further apart (holding 8 lb kettles)
3. Lunges (holding 8 lb kettles)
4. Leg raises (both sides)

Now, once again, it might not sound like a lot. But cycling through this 4 times was a NIGHTMARE. Although I wasn't counting how many of each I did because it was a timer not a number,  in the end, on my very first day, I did a minimum of 100 of each of these workouts. My legs were DEAD the next day.

The arms and core stuff was a little easier:

Arms(all with 8 lb dungbells):

1. Arm Curls (front)
2. Arm Curls (side)
3. Arm lifts (upwards, arms straight)
4. Punches

Core (no pyramid for this, just 1 min each):

1. Sit ups (feet on floor)
2. Sit ups (feet up)
3. Sit ups (feet locked)

All I can say is Thursday morning was no easy task for me. I could barely walk, I cried sitting down, and I felt defeated. I remember telling my roommate, "I'm done! I'll do the eating but there is NO WAY I am going back to that place!"

I went back the following Tuesday. And the workout was GREAT! It was another "Core, Legs and Guns!" class (based on the rotation) and we did a lot of cardio and boxing exercises. I loved it! We did kind of an obstacle course of things, and did some partner work. It felt like a game and I forgot I was even working out! I made it to 3 classes in Week 2, and experienced other trainers who I found made being there really enjoyable!

I figured I would just avoid the first trainer for the rest of the challenge, but based on the rotation he unavoidable. I returned to the first trainer's class in Week 3, and although he was tough as nails, I already found my body was getting stronger and could take it a little bit more. I also realized after that workout that maybe it was something I did that made it so difficult for me to recover after Day 1. I didn't stretch properly, and I really worked myself too hard for my first ever class, which was the reason I absolutely needed so many rest days.  Not making that mistake again! I learned to pace myself. I attended 3 classes in Week 3.

And that's my goal. Walk into that place 3 times a week and give it my all.

In Week 3 I actually found myself injured from some of the stepper stuff, and also probably working myself a little too hard too fast.

I have weak ankles and my shins were taking a huge beating from the impact. I found I had to do some alternative workouts while being there to cater to my injury. I was even told on Thursday August 1st I should probably go home instead of work out. It was "Crazy Cardio!" and we were to do a series of laps (50 total reverse pyramid style), and jumping exercises. But I  didn't want to leave.  Because even though I knew I would have to walk some of those laps and step instead of jump, I didn't want to miss. I didn't want to walk out having not tried. I'll repeat my motto here:

Better to do something than nothing! 

Now that I've practically caught you up on what I've been up to with the exercise end of it for the past 3 Weeks, I'll end this post. From now on I will post the exercises I do each day, after each session so they are fresh in my mind.

Feel free btw to try out the exercise I listed above for Day 1! It was a toughie but go at your own pace and REST UP AFTERWARD. That is a mistake I will never make again.






Tuesday, 6 August 2013

Day 21: Almost Halfway Point.

Okay, so I know the description says I will be writing all the way from the beginning of the challenge, but unfortunately this is the first post. I will challenge myself to post small reports daily from now on, and with pictures too.

So the past 3 weeks have been both rewarding and challenging. First thing's first, the Meal Plan:



The first time I looked at this 14 day meal plan I thought to myself, "Holy moly, I don't like half of the things listed here... no dairy or cheese? No wheat products? I'm gonna fail". Then, later, after much contemplation about my body, my weight, and what I want out of this, I took another look. This time I realized, "okay, I can try squash. I'm sure almond butter isn't SO bad. And hey, I love feta and goat cheese. I'll try rice milk... gluten free bread can't be so bad, right?"

So I dove in. Full throttle. And it was TOUGH. The toughest part is that they give you Saturdays to create your own diet plan, and that makes it reallllly easy to not follow at all. But the point of that is, I know, to learn how to put these meals together yourself. It helps you decide what grain, protein and veg to have, instead of following something like this for the rest of your life (BORING).

Now that I'm 21 days in I can't say I've been perfect. I've eaten some wheat, despite buying myself potato vodka and gluten free beer for my long weekend festivities. I ate some chips. I drank a pepsi. I had a chocolate bar. But here's what I figure. It's OKAY. It's okay that I slipped up. It's okay that I haven't been absolutely perfect. You know why? Because if I don't make exceptions for myself once in a while, I know I'm doomed. I know the importance of sticking to a diet but I know myself well enough that if I don't provide myself some room to breathe, I'll give up completely. And not because it's too hard. Day 1 I went to bed hungry but now most days I don't even consume as much food as the guide tells me I should. I just know I'd fail because I'd think to myself:

"If I'm not enjoying my life, what's the point?"

Now, there are pros and cons to this statement. On one hand, this has been my TRUSTY justification for all of the bad choices I'd made over the past 5 years. It has held my hand through years of nacho plates for dinner and 3 pops a day. 

But on the other hand, there really is something to knowing the importance of remembering not to lose yourself or your happiness doing something like this.

Because first and foremost I want to be happy in life. But for too long I was mistaking the short-term pleasures of chips, pop and chocolate bars that I forgot about how great it would feel to LOOK good again. THAT is what will make me most happy.

And I am 60 pounds away from my first goal weight.

I don't expect to lose even half of that from the challenge. The last time I weighed myself I hadn't lost anything yet. I sit at 210 lbs currently. Five years ago I weighed 130. 7 years ago I weighed 115 lbs. And I'm not saying I expect to get back to my grade 9 body (no thanks, I like having boobs finally) but I do know I took that time in my life for granted. I was skinny for 18 years, unhappily gaining weight for 3, and fat for the past 2. It only takes a few bad decisions and a few years to lose yourself and that's what happened to me.


 I can't wait to get me back.


DAY 1:


DAY 21:



I guess it's not much of a difference yet but I am getting there and feeling great!